Another hard day at the ofice.

It was a pretty dull day at work. The phones were dead and I didn't get a single email. I had soem things to do but I wasn't feelign it. I tried to keep my mind busy but it was rough. I watched the rain for a while which was pretty exciting. They have all types of blocks on our network which limits surfing. I did find a coupel of quizes though. Some were fun but a few made me think. The ones that really hit me had to do with my love life or lack thereof. Most of the stuff they told me was obvious it still stung a bit. Here's what I found out.
I don't put enough time into looking for a mate. I guess if I don't put in enough time into looking for someone then I probably won't spend enough time with whomever I find.
I can't commit. I am 26 and I have never had a relationship that has lasted more than 2-3 weeks. Although I don't consider it a relationship if it less than a month. Until then it is just a fling. There are several reasons for this. For starters I get bored easily. I am pretty much am expert at tanking these things. Once the honeymoon phase is over and I think there is a possibilty that it coudl become something I start looking for an out. Not very healthy.
People always tell me shit liek I'll knwo when I meet the right one. But what if I meet the right one and freak out regardless. Worse yet, what if I have already met the right one and fucked it up. In retrospect, I can honestly say that there has only been one girl that I coudl see becoming something more (it's not who most of you would think so quit scoffing). Surprise, surprise I screwed the pooch on that one too.
The bottom line is, I really hope work picks up tomorrow.